Chapter 198 Lu Jinchuan loses his memory, Zhu Yaolin returns to China urgently
Chapter 198 Lu Jinchuan loses his memory, Zhu Yaolin returns to China urgently
Some people say that the purpose of meeting you is to make you remember my face, but your departure in the end only proves that love has no end.
Just like that, I hurried back from the United States after hearing the news that he had lost his memory. Sometimes, when I calm down and think about it, I don’t even know why.
Is it because I hope for his love? Obviously not, because of the people around me, because of him. If it is not love, then what is it? I can't explain it clearly. There are some things that I can't figure out. It doesn't matter what it is. What matters is that I have been here.
"Jinchuan, how are you?" When her eyes fell on him, she found that she had lost weight. She was much thinner than the last time she saw him. However, even so, it could not hide his innate handsomeness and cold temperament.
This feeling is so familiar, yet so strange.
What was familiar was that in the more than ten years before he met Shen Wanning, he had always maintained this appearance. At that time, his cold face seemed never to be shaken by the outside world.
What is strange is that after meeting Shen Wanning, he would always have a smile on his face, so gentle, shining and charming like a dazzling gem.
Shen Wanning? The only one you don't remember is Shen Wanning?
"It's all right now, why do you think of me now? You have no conscience. I still regard you as my best friend. If you have a lover, you don't need friends anymore." He said with a little bit of resentment, but there was not much blame in his tone. He already knew that she had someone she liked. Seeing her immersed in happiness, he felt relieved and happy from the bottom of his heart. After all, he couldn't give her the happiness she desired, so he just let her go and let her pursue her own happy life.
"No way, when I heard that you had something to do, I flew back immediately." The words of a best friend clearly showed that even if he didn't know Shen Wanning, he would not fall in love with her.
"Okay, I'm just kidding. Let's go, I'll treat you to dinner." As he spoke, Lu Jinchuan's face was filled with a relaxed and happy smile. I have to admit that the recent days have been a bit chaotic, with all kinds of trivial matters and troubles intertwined, making people overwhelmed. However, at this moment, when I saw Zhu Yaolin, the haze deep in my heart seemed to be blown away by a warm spring breeze, and I felt much more comfortable. After all, for so many years, Zhu Yaolin has always been by my side and is my closest friend. If I use the popular saying today to describe it, perhaps I can call it a confidante.
Hearing this, Zhu Yaolin readily agreed: "Okay." Then she gently took his arm.
In fact, she knew very well in her heart that he never liked others touching him, especially the opposite sex.
But for some reason, he never showed any disgust or resistance to her close behavior. Moreover, as far as she knew, this special treatment was not only given to her, but also to the girl named Shen Wanning who also had this privilege.
As soon as I walked out of the office, I suddenly caught a glimpse of Shen Wanning, who was quietly waiting on the side. She looked thin and haggard, and she was completely different from before. Her originally round and cute cheeks were now deeply sunken, and her once bright and moving eyes had lost their luster. She had lost a lot of weight.
It is not difficult to imagine the great pain and sorrow she endured. A person who was once vivid in her memory was forgotten so easily, as if he had never appeared.
When her eyes touched her hesitant steps that wanted to move forward, she could guess what kind of struggle and entanglement she was experiencing at the moment. In the end, she chose to stay where she was, just silently staring at the familiar yet unfamiliar figure with eyes full of resentment.
"Jin...Jin Chuan." Zhu Yaolin opened her red lips. Has he really forgotten her? She once loved him so deeply, how could he bear to let her go?
"What's wrong?" Seeing her stop, was it because she saw her? In fact, as early as the moment he walked out of the office, he had already found Shen Wanning standing not far away. However, he had long been accustomed to this woman who often waited for him at the door of the office. He had driven her away many times before, but she was always unmoved and still stubbornly waited here. Over time, Lu Jinchuan was too lazy to pay attention to her anymore.
"She? She... you really don't remember?" Finally, she couldn't help but ask. After all, the unforgettable past was so clear and profound in her heart, but now it seemed so pale. Is this what he called a long wait? Fourteen years! No, if you count carefully, it's probably been sixteen years now. Was it forgotten so easily?
"Why do you all think that I should know her?" Lu Jinchuan didn't know why everyone was asking him this question, should he know her?
Hearing Lu Jinchuan's words, the woman was slightly startled, then smiled bitterly and said, "Because, she... is the reason why you rejected me." Shouldn't she be glad that he had lost his memory? At least, he would still be a little gentle to her, but seeing his empty eyes, she was at a loss.
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. I haven't been to 'That Minute at Dusk' for a long time. How about going for a drink?" I'm sorry, Shen Wanning, I want to be a little more selfish, even more selfish.
Zhu Yaolin returns to China, Michael calls her to follow
Life is a mess, a chaos. I can’t make sense of it and I can’t find the direction. It’s like a person drifting on the sea.
No people, no lights, no wind, no sails.
She didn't know where to go, let alone where the boat would drift to. She had a lot of time and a leisurely life, but she was a little confused. Looking at the tediousness of life, she couldn't find a way out. She wanted to shout loudly, but she couldn't make a sound.
Change, change, change.
Will there be a day when she no longer recognizes herself? Life has gone so far that it’s hard to find the way back.
Lately, I've always had this thought: what would life be like if she had been braver?
Love bravely once, and if you get hurt, will you never love again?
He didn't love her, it knew.
"Linlin, when will you come back? I miss you." After she returned home, every minute and every second became extremely long for him.
Before he met her, his life was not very exciting, but it was very fulfilling. He read company briefings to learn about industry trends, listened to current affairs news, and knew about world affairs.
After meeting her, he developed a new habit: listening to her sweet voice and gazing at her beautiful face like a spring flower every day. Now that she has suddenly left, he feels as if an important puzzle piece is missing from his life, and his heart is empty.
"Michael, I..." Linlin, who had just stepped into the apartment door, had not had time to catch her breath when she heard the urgent ringing of her cell phone. Michael Smith's name appeared on the screen, and he asked her when she would be back?
"Can I go to T City to pick you up?" Michael knew that Linlin might not choose to return at this time, at least it seemed that way at the moment. She could not avoid him when he appeared beside her, nor did she want to avoid him. But, Linlin, do you know? I need you too.
"Okay." It was him. Because it was him, she felt inexplicably relieved.
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