nycdaug Chapter 196 The child is gone
Chapter 196 The child is gone
"Don't worry. It's not uncommon for the fetal heart rate to drop. I'll prescribe some medicine. Take it and come back in two hours to test again."
"Want to eat now?"
"Yes, go find the nurse after the operation. Wait in the lounge next door. The nurse will call you in a while."
"Okay, thank you, Dr. Lan."
Ling Zhen took the list and glanced at the list of medicine names on it, which he couldn't understand at all.
Ling Zhen had come into contact with Lan Ze during this period and felt that he was a good person. In addition, he had the professional aura of a doctor, so even if he couldn't understand the name of the medicine, Ling Zhen didn't doubt it.
What's more, her mind is now full of the fact that the fetus has no heartbeat.
Did this mean the baby was stillborn?
My head was dizzy. What if the fetus was really dead? Then, what should I do?
Ling Yuan didn't know that the confusion in his heart was like a fog, covering the road ahead and making it impossible to see the direction clearly.
After getting the medicine, she went to the nurse's station to find a nurse. At that time, there was only one nurse at the nurse's station, a woman with a long face.
The nurse looked at Ling Zhen's list, turned around to pour a cup of warm water, and then poured out the pills and placed them in Ling Zhen's palm.
"I'll take you to the lounge after we finish eating."
"Why are you going to the lounge instead of where I just checked the fetal heart rate?"
The nurse was fiddling with something nearby, not even raising her eyelids as she said, "There are a lot of people waiting to have their fetal heart rate checked. There's no room left. Please wait a moment."
Ling Zhen didn't doubt it, nodded, and swallowed the pill.
Out of Ling Zhen's sight, the nurse kept staring at her until she saw that she had completely swallowed the pills, then she looked away.
Since she had to wait anyway, Ling Zhen simply looked around the lounge. Rather than calling it a lounge, why did she feel that it had the feel of an operating room?
During this period, the long-faced nurse came to see her several times and left only after seeing that she was still staying inside obediently.
Ling Zhen didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt like he was being watched.
As soon as she opened the door, she saw the nurse standing outside.
She smiled and said, "Where are you going?"
Ling Zhen frowned slightly and said casually, "I want to go to the bathroom first."
"Wait a minute, the doctor will be here soon."
The nurse wanted to push Ling Zhen back into the room, but Ling Zhen struggled and refused, "I want to go to the bathroom."
"No, go later." The nurse suddenly grabbed Ling Zhen's arm.
The nurse's grip was very strong, and Ling Zheng was pushed forward and staggered. When he stood up, he found that the lounge had been locked from the outside by the nurse.
She rushed to the door, slammed her hands on it and screamed, "Open! Open!"
"Why did you lock me up? You have no right to do that! Open the door now."
No matter how she called out, the person outside the door did not respond.
Just when she was at a loss, the door finally opened with the sound of the doorknob turning.
Without a second thought, she rushed out and bumped into the arms of a man in a white coat.
She opened her eyes and looked carefully. The person was none other than Lan Ze.
Upon seeing Lan Ze, Ling Zhen felt like he had found a savior. He grabbed Lan Ze's white collar and said anxiously, "Doctor Lan, that nurse just now was very strange. She..."
For some reason, Lan Ze's expression at this moment was extremely cold, which was very different from his usual calm and gentle demeanor.
It made Ling Yuan feel a chill.
Just as she was puzzled, Lan Ze stared at her closely and said word by word, "Prepare for the operation. Nurse Ma, go and prepare it."
The tone was cold and without any warmth.
As soon as she finished speaking, the nurse came out from behind Lan Ze and locked the door again.
"You, what do you want to do?"
Ling Zhen smelled a bad smell.
Lan Ze walked to the sink to wash his hands, as if he couldn't hear Ling Ru's question.
Instead, Nurse Ma glanced at her and answered her, "I'll help you get rid of the baby."
what?
Get rid of the child?
"Child... child..."
Ling Ru's pupils suddenly constricted, and his lips repeated murmurs unconsciously.
She turned pale with fright, grabbed her handbag in panic and rushed to the door of the room.
But they quickly pushed Ling Zhen down on the bed.
"Let me go! Let me go!"
She screamed with all her might, her voice sounded a little broken with fear, and her eyes were already red.
Lan Ze frowned deeply, and the look in his eyes as cold as melting snow, as if he were looking at a pig waiting to be slaughtered, said coldly: "Be obedient and you will suffer less. If you cooperate, it will be over soon."
Ling Zhen's whole body was shaking, as if his bones and muscles were being crushed.
"Didn't you say it was normal for my fetal heart rate to stop? Why did you forcefully remove my baby?"
"I have no grudge against you, why are you doing this to me? Please... please..."
No one answered.
The surroundings were deadly silent.
Perhaps it was her maternal instinct that made her struggle violently again.
At this moment, a needle pierced her skin at an extremely fast speed, and the stinging sensation spread with the flow of blood.
Ling Zhen's eyeballs were trembling, and tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes.
The body began to shake violently in order to resist the discomfort.
She felt her hands and feet getting clammy and cold, and the cold air came from all directions, and her skin was covered with goose bumps.
Her head began to feel dizzy, and everything in front of her became blurry. Even the strong white light from the spotlight shining on her face gradually became softer.
My eyelids became very heavy, and before they closed, I heard Lan Ze's distant and ethereal voice.
"If you want to blame someone, blame the fact that this kid's father is Tang Shuya."
When Ling Zhen opened his eyes, everything in front of him turned white, and he didn't know where he was for a moment.
The air was filled with the smell of disinfectant.
The pungent smell suddenly reminded her of something.
She raised her hand and touched her lower abdomen first.
Her belly has always been flat, and if it weren't for the occasional morning sickness, she wouldn't even be able to feel its existence.
It's so small, so insignificant.
But it truly existed in her body and was connected to her blood.
Her green fingers moved inch by inch on her lower abdomen. Only when she had really lost something did the feeling become so clear.
It was so clear that it cut a piece of flesh from her heart.
The child is gone, really gone.
No, it's impossible.
How could it be gone?
It must be God punishing her because he always talked about abortion before punishing her.
Punishing her for not taking good care of it.
Punishing her for not giving it any love.
Her eyes were moist and hot, her eyelids closed, and a line of tears slowly slid down her cheeks.
After she calmed down, she took her phone and called Tang Shuya.
The other end was always busy.
She suddenly remembered that he had told her before that he was busy these days.
At this moment, a new message notification sound came from the phone.
The name on the phone screen made her brows furrow.
It turned out to be sent by Hu Nanzhen.
Since that incident, she and Hu Nanzhen have had no contact. She heard that she returned to Country M. As for what happened to her later, she had no idea.
A tiny hope arose in her heart. Would Hu Nanzhen finally forgive her?