nycdaug Chapter 187 His Past
Chapter 187 His Past
"your child?"
Suddenly, a cold voice with a hint of laughter sounded.
Su Zhi suddenly opened her eyes and met Ye Yifan's face, which had a somewhat youthful look.
Only then did she realize that she had woken up from her dream and the man in front of her was standing next to her.
He was holding a bottle of wine in his hand, and his eyes were fixed on him, causing a faint glow on his shoulders and cheeks.
It seemed as if at this moment, he was not the man who would do bad things on this island.
Instead, it looked more like a fairy falling from the sky.
Su Zhi was stunned for a second before he heard him say, "Want to drink?"
Suzhi looked at the wine in his hand and shook his head, “Am said I can’t drink anymore.
At least until the poison in my body is completely eliminated, I cannot touch these spicy and stimulating things."
Ye Yifan reached out and gently rubbed her head as if he was looking at a treasure.
There was a hint of doting in his voice, "You are really a good boy, just as good as him."
she?
Su Zhi blinked and looked at the man in front of her who was already a little drunk.
Did he seem to understand who the other party thought he was?
After thinking about it, Su Zhi felt somewhat melancholy. She said:
"Ye Yifan... I'm not the person you want to see. I may just be a stranger that you think is someone else."
"My name is Suzhi... I may not be the person you think I am!"
Ye Yifan suddenly leaned on his arms and lay beside Su Zhi's bed, "I know you are not her! I know he can't come back!"
"It's just that I can't tell other people... Suzhi, have you ever tried walking with a lot of things on your shoulders?
Do you know how tiring and sad that is?"
Su Zhi was stunned.
It is said that drunk people are most likely to fall into memories and vulnerability.
Ye Yifan was probably thinking of someone at this moment.
Su Zhi looked at him quietly, “Maybe I’m not a good slave.
But I can probably be a good listener…you talk and I listen.”
"You couldn't sleep because you had a nightmare! So you need me to tell you a story?"
As Ye Yifan spoke, he suddenly sat up and raised his hand to tap Su Zhi on the forehead.
Su Zhi frowned, then chuckled and said, "Of course not. I can't get out of my nightmare."
Thinking of the scenes in his dream, the light on his face disappeared and he became a little dim.
"Then tell me about your dream first... I didn't expect that you, who looks young, have already given birth to a child."
Ye Yifan said jokingly.
Su Zhi curled her lips, "I should thank you for praising my youth first. After all, I am already twenty-five or twenty-six.
Not as young as a girl in her early twenties. And I was married before...
There is a person I love very much and he has a child.”
"Then why is the child gone? Why are you in this sea again?
Does it mean that your man is not strong enough? He is just a waste! "
Ye Yifan grabbed Su Zhi's shoulder and said half-jokingly and half-seriously:
“Don’t linger on useless men… and don’t miss them.
Because when you find that you recall that moment, all you can think about is sadness.
How sad it is that I can't remember many happy things! "
"My husband is a good man...it's my fault...I was pregnant with his child, but I still put myself into that hell."
If he hadn't been angry at the time, he would not have gone to that park with Qin Rui.
What happened to Su Xiangnan wouldn't have happened, and she wouldn't have lost her son after giving birth.
Shen Lichuan is very good, but she is the one who lacks the courage and cannot make decisions for her own life.
"You will go to hell because your man doesn't trust you enough and doesn't protect you well."
Ye Yifan looked at him seriously and said, "Don't be a silly girl who is obsessed with love.
To use your words... those who always give foolishly in love and understand others are the most pitiful. "
"Don't talk about me...what about your story?" Su Zhi didn't want to find out who was right or wrong between him and Shen Lichuan.
Instead, she really wanted to find out what kind of person Ye Yifan was.
"I'm just a coward and a useless man." Ye Yifan said with a smile.
But as he laughed, his smile turned bitter. He said calmly:
"Three years ago, I kidnapped a little girl. Like you, she was a very beautiful girl.
I originally wanted to sell her for money...but then she became the only driftwood in the ocean.
He depends on me, admires me... and tells me that he will never be separated from me in this life.
I also believed that I had found a girl who was truly worthy. But when I gave him everything I had...
It turns out that his eyes are on other people...and the person he likes rushed into my territory.
I was beaten by him without any resistance... I could only watch my girl leave. "
As he was talking, Ye Yifan fell silent, his hand tightly gripping the wine bottle.
Su Zhi looked at his reaction and asked tentatively, "Was he taken away by the police?"
"If I were to return to my own home, do you think I would be so sad?
At least he can be the cleanest little princess in his home...but now."
Ye Yifan said, looking up and taking another sip of wine, "He is the most insidious flower in the darkness.
One mouth can swallow everyone... There is no way for him to go back to his original life.
He said he blamed me...it was because I couldn't protect him and because I couldn't make him fall in love with me.
He said if I tried hard enough...if I could get him to like me...now he wouldn't be such a terrible person."
Ye Yifan started laughing as he spoke, and the more he laughed, the uglier he looked.
Su Zhi looked at him like this, and suddenly said boldly: "This is not your fault.
It's his choice...Everyone should be responsible for their own choices.
It’s like I made the wrong choice and that’s why I’m here. I don’t blame anyone.”
"Not every girl is a fool like you." Ye Yifan suddenly stood up.
He raised his hand and gently tapped Su Zhi on the head.
Then he said, "Okay, go to sleep! The nights here are still quite long... If you don't sleep well, tomorrow will be very hard."
After saying that, Ye Yifan walked out slowly.
Su Zhi looked at his lonely back and felt somewhat emotional.
He always felt that this person was not a bad person, he just shouldered too much and was more tired than any of them.
But he didn't meet anyone who could truly understand him.
Ye Yifan walked outside, but did not leave completely.
His back was pressed against the door, as he recalled Su Zhi's expression just now.
He still lied to Su Zhi, because he saved Su Zhi simply because her face looked too much like the person he liked.
Everyone on the island knew about it, but everyone seemed to have a tacit understanding and were unwilling to admit it.
Everyone knew that he didn't want to capture him and sell him, but they still got used to lying with him.
Ye Yifan found it funny. He looked up at the sky and said to himself bitterly:
"It's still pretty useless!"
I can never forget her.
The next morning, Su Zhi was woken up by Am.
Because there were not enough herbs for him, Am said she would take her to the mountains to pick herbs.
This island is not big, but there are all kinds of plants in the mountains.
Suzhi entered the center of the island through a small path, where there were large areas of green plants.
It looks like a wonderland in a fairy tale world.
Beautiful.
Am was carrying a small basket on her back. She stretched out her hand to Su Zhi and reminded him softly:
"Don't think everything here is good... There are man-eating snakes here. There are also some poisonous herbs... Be careful!"