nycdaug Chapter 408 Tears are like a flood
Chapter 408 Tears are like a flood
After Jiang Ciyou walked out of the room, it seemed as if the whole world became blurry, and tears flowed down like a flood that broke through the dam. Every tear was like a broken piece of emotion in her heart, full of pain, guilt and reluctance.
She walked slowly along the corridor, her steps heavy and flustered, like a child lost in a dark forest, with no sense of direction. Her heart was struggling fiercely, and the decision she had just made was like a storm, turning her originally peaceful inner world into a mess.
She knew that this decision might be wrong, but in her moral concept, her husband was an important part of her life. They had many years of emotional accumulation. Those beautiful memories were like bright stars, shining in the depths of her memory. They once walked together on the beach at sunset, holding hands, sharing each other's dreams and little secrets; they prepared dinner together in their cozy little home to celebrate a small anniversary, and looked at each other in the candlelight with love. These memories were like an invisible rope that bound her tightly, making her feel that she could not abandon her husband so easily.
However, Lu Jingchen's figure kept appearing in her mind like an undispellable ghost. His affectionate eyes, gentle smile, and meticulous care for her, every detail was like a sharp sword, piercing her heart. In the days with Lu Jingchen, she felt an unprecedented passion and warmth. When they were on vacation at the beach together, Lu Jingchen would quietly get up in the early morning just to go to the beach to capture the most beautiful sunrise scenery, and then come back to wake her up excitedly, pull her to the beach, watch the red sun slowly rise, and sprinkle golden sunlight on them. At that moment, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world. In high-end restaurants, Lu Jingchen would always carefully ask about her taste preferences, and then gently cut steak for her. There was only her in his eyes, and that kind of concentration and affection made her heart beat.
She clearly knew that her feelings for Lu Jingchen were real, and this feeling was different from the feelings for her husband based on past memories, but a vibrant and passionate love. Her love for Lu Jingchen gradually took root and sprouted as they spent time together day after day. They experienced so many beautiful moments together, and those moments were like pearls, connecting the precious feelings between them.
But now, she broke it all with her own hands. She felt that her heart was torn into two halves, one half was the responsibility to her husband and the memories of the past, and the other half was the passionate love for Lu Jingchen. These two halves were pulling each other deep in her heart, making her fall into extreme pain. She didn't know how to face all this. Every step forward was like walking on a sharp blade, and every step was accompanied by piercing pain.
Her thoughts drifted back to her first encounter with Lu Jingchen, which was in a bar full of ambiguous lights and loud music. She was at the lowest point in her life at the time. She had lost confidence due to her husband's betrayal and was full of despair about love. And Lu Jingchen was like a ray of light shining into her dark life. His handsome face, unique temperament, and the gentleness that he inadvertently revealed instantly attracted her attention. Since then, Lu Jingchen has slowly walked into her world, and he has melted the ice in her heart bit by bit with his company and care.
As time went by, their feelings grew deeper. Lu Jingchen always appeared by her side when she needed him most. Whether she was frustrated by setbacks at work or depressed by the shadow of the past, he would give her strength with his warm embrace and caring words. They spent countless wonderful nights together, sharing each other's joys and sorrows, and it seemed that their world only had each other.
She also witnessed the changes that Lu Jingchen made for her. In order to be worthy of her, he, who used to be a little cynical, began to study all kinds of knowledge and improve his abilities. He accompanied her to learn business knowledge and study investment strategies together. He was no longer a person who only knew how to have fun, but gradually grew into a reliable person who could support and help her.
But now, she gave up everything easily because of her husband's return. She felt like a cruel executioner who cut off the beautiful emotional bond between her and Lu Jingchen with her own hands. She didn't know how painful Lu Jingchen would be now. When she thought of his hurt eyes and desperate expression, her heart felt like being gnawed by countless ants, and the pain was unbearable.
She wandered in the corridor, tears blurring her vision, she could hardly see the road ahead. Her body trembled slightly because of the pain in her heart, and every breath seemed to be under great pressure. She didn't know where to go, whether to continue along this path back to her husband, or turn around and return to Lu Jingchen. She fell into deep self-doubt, and she began to question herself, was this decision really made out of responsibility? Or was it because of her cowardice that she didn't dare to face the various difficulties that might arise in the future with Lu Jingchen?
She stopped and leaned against the wall in the corridor, trying to calm her chaotic thoughts. She closed her eyes, but the faces of Lu Jingchen and her husband kept flashing in her mind, and their voices echoed in her ears. Her husband's expectant words and Lu Jingchen's affectionate confession, these two voices intertwined, made her head begin to hurt.
She knew that no matter what choice she made, she could not escape the pain in her heart. If she chose to return to her husband, she would forever lose Lu Jingchen, the one who truly moved her heart and made her feel loved. And if she turned back to Lu Jingchen now, she didn't know how to face her husband, how to deal with those complicated family relationships and past entanglements. She felt that she was trapped in an inextricable dilemma, like a fly trapped in a spider web, the more she struggled, the tighter she was entangled.
At this painful moment, she began to recall her life trajectory. She had been a girl who was full of longing for love since she was a child. She believed that love was beautiful and pure. She once thought that she had found true love, that was her husband. She devoted everything to that relationship, but the betrayal on the wedding night completely shattered her world. She went from being a happy bride to a poor abandoned person. The feeling of falling from the clouds to the bottom of the valley almost made her lose confidence in life.
The appearance of Lu Jingchen was like a chance for her to make a new choice given by fate. He made her feel the warmth of love again and let her find the joy of life again. But now, she has to give up this opportunity with her own hands. She doesn't know why her life is so full of twists and turns, why she is always so confused and helpless in front of love.
She took a deep breath and tried to cheer herself up. She told herself that since she had made a decision, she had to face it bravely. She couldn't hesitate any longer. She had to look forward, even if the road ahead was full of unknown pain and challenges. She wiped the tears from her face with her sleeve, then slowly raised her head and continued walking along the corridor.
However, deep in her heart, she knew that this decision would become an eternal pain in her heart. She didn't know what her future life would be like. She only knew that she had lost one of the most precious things in her life - the love with Lu Jingchen. Her steps became heavier, and every step seemed to be walking towards an unknown abyss. She didn't know if she could bear everything that was coming, but she had no way out.
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