Quick Wear: Reversing Life

Chapter 476 Her Deaf Boyfriend (59)

It is impossible for people to be without emotions. Sometimes losing temper is the best way to relieve emotional stress.

"How could that be?" Qin Zhen said, "You are the person closest to me, so I am even more reluctant to dump my emotional garbage on you."

People always tend to vent their bad temper on their close ones without restraint, but reserve patience and tolerance for strangers.

Xu Yanqing lowered his head and held Qin Zhen's face. He saw that her face was tired and weak after giving birth. Her skin was pale as if her vitality was greatly damaged. Her eyes slowly turned red again.

He bent down and kissed Qin Zhen, from her forehead to her cheek, kissing her smooth forehead, thick eyebrows, black eyes, high nose bridge, and pale lips.

She is his suffering wife and great mother.

His Zhenzhen suffered.

This experience is enough for me this time.

He was terrified of seeing Qin Zhen in pain, and even more terrified of losing her.

Fortunately fortunately.

Xu Yanqing kissed Qin Zhen gently, it was a kiss without any sexual ambiguity, it was even a kiss of cherishment as if something had been lost and then recovered.

"I love you so much."

extremely love.

You have become an indispensable part of my life.

...

When Qin Hao was two years old, Xu's mother finally died due to a relapse of her illness.

Four years ago, Xu Yanqing used his savings to buy a two-bedroom apartment for his father and mother to live in. Although it is not big, it is enough for the elderly to live in during their retirement.

The scientific research projects he participated in all made significant progress, and he won a lot of bonuses.

Worried that his parents might have an accident at home, Xu Yanqing specifically asked the decoration company to renovate the house according to the living habits of the elderly.

The tiles are all non-slip, the living room and bedroom are covered with carpets, handrails and alarms are installed in the bathroom, and cameras are installed in public areas to facilitate real-time monitoring of the elderly's living conditions.

After moving into the new house, Xu's father and mother are still busy. They still grow some flowers on the balcony and sell them in the market.

Xu Yanqing also advised that after all, his parents' health was not good and overworking themselves would only make their condition worse.

But no matter how much they tried to persuade him, he wouldn't change his mind. Mr. and Mrs. Xu had worked hard all their lives and were used to doing the same things every day.

It was not until Qin Zhen became pregnant with Qin Hao that Xu's father and mother started growing vegetables and fruits.

When Qin Zhen and Xu Yanqing went to visit the old couple during the holidays, Xu's mother enthusiastically took Qin Zhen's hand and introduced her to the various plants on the balcony one by one.

During her confinement period, Qin Zhen also ate strawberries and cherry tomatoes grown by Xu's mother.

Unfortunately, the strawberries were only ripe twice before Xu's mother's illness relapsed.

During the time when Xu's mother was in the hospital, Qin Zhen watched Xu Yanqing become silent.

Hearing him tossing and turning at night, Qin Zhen could only hold him and comfort him silently.

But this still could not relieve his insomnia, and he often stayed up all night waiting for dawn with his eyes closed.

Qin Zhen helped find many famous doctors, but it was of no avail.

Xu's mother has always had a poor health. It has been 16 years since Xu Yanqing was diagnosed with the disease when he was 17 years old.

Xu's mother accepted this result calmly, and she felt that it was a very good result.

No one can escape birth, old age, sickness and death.

If I have to say one regret, it is that I can't watch Qin Hao grow up.

...

On his deathbed, Qin Zhen held Qin Hao in his arms and looked after Xu's mother, then walked out of the ward to give Xu Yanqing some time to be alone with his parents and say goodbye.

Qin Zhen didn't know what they said in the end and didn't ask.

After Xu's mother passed away, Xu Yanqing remained calm.

He handled Xu's mother's funeral in an orderly manner, took his mother's urn to the cemetery selected in advance to bury her personally, and held a simple funeral at the cemetery.

During this special period, Qin Zhen also reduced his work a little and stayed with Xu Yanqing.

Only Qin Zhen knew that Xu Yanqing was calm and composed only during the day.

At night, he would hug Qin Zhen and cry silently.

The pain of losing a loved one is like an endless rainy day, with fine and dense rain falling in the heart, and the fog seems to never dissipate.

Qin Zhen could only hug Xu Yanqing and comfort him that separation is a lesson that everyone must go through.

"Everyone will experience birth, old age, sickness and death. If nothing unexpected happens, Qin Hao will also send us off in the future."

After experiencing so many mission worlds, life and death have become a very trivial matter in Qin Zhen's eyes.

But for Xu Yanqing, that was his mother who had been with him for 33 years and the person he once depended on the most.

Although he had prepared himself mentally a long time ago, he still felt lost when that day finally came.

When I think about it, the journey of life is divided into stages.

The scenery and people change at different stages.

Thinking of this, Xu Yanqing became a little scared. He hugged Qin Zhen tightly, fearing that he would lose her one day in the future.

"Will you stay with me forever?"

"Maybe."

"Why maybe?"

Qin Zhen teased him: "Is your life goal to spend your whole life with me?"

Xu Yanqing: "Isn't it possible?"

Qin Zhen: "Really? Xu Yanqing."

Xu Yanqing: "Really."

Although scientific research reports described several of the main R&D personnel as having a strong scientific spirit, Xu Yanqing himself knew that he actually did not have such a grand goal.

Developing and manufacturing pharmaceuticals is just his job and only takes up a small part of his life.

He is a common man.

What can truly be called a life goal is still related to Qin Zhen.

Xu Yanqing took off his hearing aid and put it on the bedside table, then hugged Qin Zhen in his arms.

Perhaps the beauty of future life will gradually make up for the grief of losing my mother.

But at this moment, he just wanted to hug Qin Zhen, get her comfort, and draw strength from her.