nycdaug Chapter 302 Memories
Chapter 302 Memories
The 101st generation.
"May I go see Wan Ning?" Mo Xuan asked cautiously, "Just for a glance."
Si Jinchuan nodded and said, "Xie Wanning is in the Lingyun Secret Realm. You can go see her. However, do not reveal your identity."
"Yes." Mo Xuan nodded, his voice filled with indescribable excitement.
Lingyun Secret Realm.
Mo Xuan disguised himself as a disciple of the Qingyun Sect and witnessed everything that happened.
He watched helplessly as Xie Wanning was bullied by the silver python, but his current body was nothing more than that of a mortal with no cultivation.
"Si Jinchuan, please, go and help Wan Ning!" Mo Xuan pleaded in the consciousness space.
"No, my identity cannot be discovered by the Heavenly Dao, otherwise everything will be destroyed. This is something Xie Wanning must go through... What!"
Si Jinchuan's expression changed; he had just sensed the presence of the Phoenix Fire.
This time, he didn't tell Xie Wanning about the phoenix beforehand, so how could Xie Wanning use phoenix fire?
Si Jinchuan took control of the body and closely observed Xie Wanning, but found that she did not display the Phoenix Fire again.
Could it be an illusion?
Si Jinchuan shook his head, convinced that his feelings were correct. After all, he had witnessed the Phoenix Fire thousands of times, so he was very familiar with the spiritual power it emitted.
Unfortunately, the Phoenix Fire never reappeared before the end of the secret realm.
However, seeing Xie Wanning fighting the silver python, he found that she was somewhat similar to the Wanning he remembered.
Si Jinchuan suppressed his impulse and did not rush forward rashly. However, his heart was involuntarily in suspense.
It wasn't until Yan Ze arrived and saw Xie Wan Ning being rescued that Si Jin Chuan finally felt relieved.
However, seeing Yan Ze's sanctimonious appearance made Si Jinchuan angry.
He managed to steal the silver python's inner core right under Yan Ze's nose, as a mockery of his defeated opponent.
Upon returning to the Cloud Soaring Sect, Si Jinchuan began to assemble the Shadow Pavilion.
However, news of Xie Wanning's execution by Yan Ze reached his ears.
Si Jinchuan was not flustered. Having lived through countless lifetimes, he naturally knew that Heaven would not take action against Xie Wanning at this time; these were merely illusions created by Heaven.
However, this gave him the opportunity to go to Qingyun Sect to gather manpower.
Xie Wan Ning's good friend Tian Ruo Chun must be frantic with worry. This is a perfect opportunity to bring her into the Black Shadow Pavilion.
It wasn't until Xie Wanning left the Abyss of Ten Thousand Demons and joined the Twilight Snow Sect that Si Jinchuan began to have doubts about her again.
How did Xie Wanning consciously distance herself from Qingyun Sect and stop trusting Yan Ze without his interference?
Si Jinchuan personally went out and tested Xie Wanning several times, but couldn't find anything suspicious.
It wasn't until the sect conference that Si Jinchuan was tricked by Xie Wanning.
Xie Wanning actually entered his consciousness space.
No!
His consciousness space contained a demon formed from the condensed aura of murderous intent; he was a complete madman! Even he himself could not control this demon.
However, Xie Wanning was not killed by her inner demons; instead, she survived.
The increasing number of suspicious points made Si Jinchuan even more doubtful.
It wasn't until he ordered Shen Cheng to test Xu Xiaoli and then sent people from the Black Shadow Pavilion to test Xie Wanning that things changed.
He then realized that Xie Wanning's body contained more than one soul.
Xie Wanxun's appearance rekindled Si Jinchuan's hope.
He was absolutely certain that Xie Wanxun was Xie Wanning in the first life, and the person Si Jinchuan had been searching for for a hundred lifetimes and ten thousand years.
At that moment, Si Jinchuan knew that Xie Wanning's existence was an obstacle to Xie Wanxun's survival, and he had to help Wanxun get rid of Xie Wanning.
His plan succeeded, but Wanxun got angry.
She would rather fall into demonic possession than let Xie Wan Ning live in peace.
Si Jinchuan knew he had done something wrong.
However, the murderous aura within Si Jinchuan began to surge violently, and he was on the verge of becoming a madman without reason.
He refused to compromise. He had spent so much time and energy just to see Xie Wanxun again.
Now, he has finally met him.
But would he be willing to leave like this?
No, he would never allow such a thing to happen.
So even if his soul is shattered, even if he doesn't sleep day or night, he will persevere. He wants to earn Wanxun's forgiveness and repair his relationship with her.
He went to the demon realm and tied up Suzaku, hoping to gain Wanxun's forgiveness. Instead, he received a sword that nearly pierced his heart.
Si Jinchuan knew that after falling into demonic possession, a person's memories would disappear. Wan Xun wasn't showing mercy; she was simply forgetting—forgetting her and his past.
However, he still deceived himself, believing that it was Wan Xun's "love".
This is despicable; self-deceiving love is nothing more than poison coated in sugar.
He had to deceive himself with this lie because he was about to break.
Those resentments, those chaotic memories, those uncontrollable murderous thoughts and hatred tormented him constantly. Whenever he closed his eyes, all he saw were the wronged souls who died because of him and the "Si Jinchuans" he had personally killed.
His soul was about to shatter; he wouldn't last much longer.
With eyes closed, there is endless slaughter; with eyes open, there is scheming and conspiracy.
Si Jinchuan, you're only fit to stay in the gutter. What right do you have to lay a finger on Wanxun?
He will keep his promise to Wanxun; he will not harm Xie Wanning, and he will protect Xie Wanning until Wanxun returns.
The only thing keeping him alive was Wanxun, and he would be willing to just look up at her from afar.
Variables are always difficult to predict.
With Liu Zetao's betrayal and Jiang Ci's tragic death, Si Jinchuan is on the verge of losing control of his body.
His subordinates considered him "crazy," outsiders regarded him as a "demon," and he himself was on the verge of breaking apart.
Torn apart by the soul and endless fighting, he was no longer himself.
Si Jinchuan took out a bamboo whistle and put it to his lips.
He blew hard, but no sound came out.
"Is that so? That was exactly what I expected." Si Jinchuan chuckled lightly, but there was no smile in his eyes.
He is skilled in divination.
Just as Qin Muyang used copper coins to distinguish between real and fake, and Liu Zetao used a bronze mirror to determine the truth, Si Jinchuan's whistle could be used to decide life and death.
He used his whistle countless times to determine Xie Wanning's life or death, which was how he managed to prevent her from being killed.
However, he did not blow the whistle.
"Mo Xuan, as long as you blow the whistle, I will come to your side."
The person who made the promise is gone; Mo Xuan is long dead, and even the whistle isn't the same one.
The existence of Si Jinchuan was also a mistake.
When the whistle blows, a person lives; when the whistle goes out, a person dies.
Si Jinchuan was thinking: If he confessed that he killed Jiang Ci, would he still be alive?
No.
Since you're gone and won't return, then go!
in the space of consciousness.
"Mo Xuan, after I die, the murderous aura will be inherited by you. But don't be afraid, that murderous aura won't target you, after all, the only person they hate is me." Si Jinchuan patted Mo Xuan's head and said with a smile.
"Si Jinchuan, I'm not afraid of death. But, are you willing to leave like this?" Mo Xuan asked worriedly.
"I'm unwilling, but I have no other choice." Si Jinchuan left resolutely.
"Then I'll help you survive," Mo Xuan said in a low voice.
Day two.
Si Jinchuan went to Qingyun Palace to meet Yan Ze.
But then they saw an unexpected figure.