Unrepentant Marriage: The Global Hunt for the Young Wife

Chapter 230 I deserve it

Seeing her sitting by the river alone, Qin Xuan stared at the distant sky in a daze, so she also sat down beside her, leaned on her shoulder, and asked her: "Guoguo, what's wrong with you, you seem unhappy."

"No." Lu Hanguo shook his head and denied it, "I'm not happy, we haven't gone out for a picnic for a long time. It seems that after school started, we seldom played like this together."

"Yeah, there's no way. There's so much homework every day, and I don't want to disappoint my dad, so I can only study hard. It's hard to relax these days."

In fact, they are all the same, with so many burdens and so many worries, so they can only bear it by themselves.

Lu Hanguo patted her head and said softly: "It's okay, no matter what, I will always be with you."

"En." Qin Xuan nodded contentedly.

Even if they lose this world, they will not lose each other.

"Guoguo, Qin Xuan, you can come over to have a barbecue." Lu Mingxu called them from behind.

"Oh, good." Qin Xuan replied.

After the conversation with Song Qingran just now, it seemed that there were too many things she didn't understand about Lu Mingxu, and she couldn't figure it out no matter what, she was ignorant, yet so persistent.

Lu Mingxu and Song Qingran concentrated on grilling, while Qin Xuan and Lu Hanguo were helping each other.Even if Song Qingran and Lu Hanguo's eyes occasionally met, Lu Hanguo would always avoid it without a trace, as if he wanted to avoid everything he brought her, whether it was happiness or pain.

"Guoguo, here you are." Lu Mingxu handed the baked chicken wings to her.

Lu Hanguo accepted it contentedly, with infinite joy in his heart.No matter how many things happened between them, he will never forget her likes and habits. This is enough to prove that he has her in his heart, doesn't it?

Lu Hanguo looked at his side face, his heart was beating so fast, maybe this is what people often say about heartbeat.

Lu Hanguo took a tissue from his bag, and wiped Lu Mingxu's sweat meticulously.

"Brother Mingxu, you are so happy." Qin Xuan fussed, her face full of envy.

Lu Hanguo lowered his head in embarrassment, but Song Qingran felt really uncomfortable looking at such a scene, so he put down the chicken wings in his hand and walked to the other side.

The chicken wings he grilled were originally meant to be given to her, but in the end, he was still a step too late, but he thought, even if he gave it, she might not be able to eat it.For her, Lu Mingxu is the only one who is full of eyes. Apart from Lu Mingxu, she can't see anyone's kindness to her.

He also couldn't understand why, seeing her heartbroken for Lu Mingxu and joyful for him, his heart felt stuffy and he couldn't breathe.

Is it because I haven't worried about a person for a long time, that's why I treat a little girl with such care and heart.

Lu Hanguo looked at his receding back, and didn't know what he said wrong. He wanted to catch up with him and ask him, but when he looked at the man beside him, he suddenly felt that it might be good for Song Qingran to leave, at least she could have a chance Get along with Lu Mingxu alone.

Lu Hanguo thought for a while, then winked at Qin Xuan, and told her to go after Song Qingran, Qin Xuan understood, and immediately went, leaving only the two of them.

How could Lu Mingxu not know her little thoughts, he just turned a blind eye and pretended not to know, after all, he has been in the mall for so many years, and it's not for nothing, it's just those scheming methods in the mall , he didn't want to use it on Lu Hanguo.

"Brother Xiaoyu, are you tired?" Lu Hanguo asked him.

Lu Mingxu didn't answer her questions, but instead said to her: "Guoguo, give up, stop doing these meaningless things."

After hearing what he said, Lu Hanguo's smile froze on her face, and the chicken wing in her hand fell to the ground, and a few drops of oil splashed on her legs, but she didn't care at all.

"Is what I did meaningless to you? Lu Mingxu, tell me, is it love for me, or do you just treat me as a younger sister from the beginning to the end."

"You are my younger sister, you have been for the rest of your life. Fang Ran and I are about to get married, and she will live in Lu's house in the future, and she will see you every day without looking up, so you should let go of that relationship and treat me as your brother , don't make Fang Ran sad, and don't make it difficult for me, okay?" Lu Mingxu said so coldly.

But God knows how much pain he felt in his heart when he said these words, how much he wanted to tell her that he was addicted to loving her and missed her madly, every day and night when she was not at Lu's house, he would fall asleep looking at her picture, Only in this way can he sleep peacefully.However, even though they love so deeply, it is impossible for the two of them to be together. Lu Hanguo didn't understand, but he understood that he couldn't continue to make mistakes.Falling in love with her was already a mistake.

"After all, are you still doing it for her?"

After all, she was still not as important as Fang Ran.Fang Ran was the one he loved, the one who would accompany him until the end of his life, and she was just his sister.

"You can also think so, I don't want to explain anything." Lu Mingxu said lightly.

"Then tell me, do you love her?" Lu Hanguo still didn't give up, just wanting an answer.

"Love. In this life, I will only marry her as a woman." Lu Mingxu said so resolutely, so unquestionable.

"Okay, I see."

At the moment when I turned around, it seemed that all my feelings were gone with tears.She could hear her blood stop flowing and her heart burst, so clearly.Is she dying?

Her heart was really about to die of pain.

"I told you a long time ago that the two of you are impossible, why didn't you listen to my advice." Song Qingran appeared beside her, with pity in his tone.

"Yeah, I deserve it. Are you satisfied and happy now? If so, please leave. I don't want to see you again."

"Do you think I'll be happy when I see your heartache? You're wrong, I won't. In this world, no one will affect his emotions because of another person's emotions for no reason. Do you understand? I just don't think it's worth it, since he doesn't love you, why not choose someone who really loves you?" Song Qingran frowned, and the sadness in his eyes became more intense.

Is the person who really loves her like Song Zhewen?Since childhood, it's not that no one has pursued her, but everyone, either because of her appearance or because of her family background, at first she thought Song Zhewen was different, but in the end she found that there was no difference between him and those people, even Even more hateful, at least those people were honest enough to her.She doesn't want her love to be just a transaction of fame and fortune in the end.

"You are not me, how can you understand."

"That's right, I'm not you, but it doesn't mean I don't understand. We are people from the same world, and we also think that there will be no true love in our world and in our circle, but if you don't try, you can't understand." How do you know if you don't?" Song Qingran persuaded her earnestly.

Since he was a child, it was the first time for him to persuade and persuade a person so patiently.It seemed that after meeting her, he really changed.So what about her, will it be different because of his appearance?

"Song Qingran, have you said enough? I want to be alone, is that okay?" Lu Hanguo looked at him, and the two of them looked at each other. Song Qingran could even see despair in her eyes.

Although he was worried about her, he still didn't say anything after all. After all, this kind of thing still needs to be seen by herself, and it's useless to persuade others.When the day she really understands, then these problems will no longer exist. At that time, he will be able to see that lively and lovely little girl again, won't he?

"Okay, I'll be right there, call me loudly if you need anything, okay?" Song Qingran told her softly.

Lu Hanguo nodded, agreeing.

Looking at his swollen eyes in the water, Lu Hanguo suddenly didn't know whether he should continue.If she persisted, would Lu Mingxu change his mind and stay with her?

Perhaps all of this is unknown.So be it, that's all.

Lu Mingxu, goodbye.

Having made up his mind, Lu Hanguo got up and got into Lu Mingxu's car, started the car and walked towards home.Hearing the sound of the car starting, Song Qingran chased him to the river, where Lu Hanguo was still there, without the slightest hesitation, he jumped into his car and went after Lu Hanguo.

Song Qingran looked at the speeding car in front of him, and his heart was full of worries.He didn't know what she wanted to do, whether he couldn't think about it, so he could only step on the accelerator and chase after her.Lu Hanguo doesn't want to care about anything now, he just wants to go home and enjoy the only trace of tenderness at home.

Finally at home, Lu Hanguo parked the car in the garage, then ran upstairs, crying in a cup.

"Bang bang bang!"

Suddenly there was a knock on the door.In particular, knocking is worse than shooting.

Lu Hanguo covered his ears and ignored it.Now she doesn't want to care about anything, she doesn't want to care about anyone, she just wants to stay quietly in her own world for a while.

"Lu Hanguo, I know you're inside, open the door quickly, Lu Hanguo!" Song Qingran yelled outside the door.

"Sir, don't be like this, the lady may not be at home." Song Qingran's shout drew Wu Ma over.

"Impossible, Mama Wu, Lu Hanguo is inside, is there a way for you to open me, I'm afraid she won't think about it." Song Qingran said anxiously.

"Ah? What?" Wu Ma was frightened by his words, and hurriedly asked him, "What happened, why did this happen?"

"It's a long story, the most important thing now is to open the door first, what can you do?"

"Yes, yes," Wu Ma nodded hastily and said, "I have the key to Miss's room, I'll go downstairs to get it."

"Okay, hurry up."

"Eh."

Wu Ma turned around and ran down immediately, and brought the key after a while.Song Qingran opened the door, and saw Lu Hanguo lying on the bed with a glance, his shoulders were shaking constantly, but he couldn't hear any crying.

How much pain is in her heart to cry like this.Has her love for Lu Mingxu really reached this level?

Song Qingran sat beside her with light steps, patted her shoulder lightly, and said: "If you feel uncomfortable, you can cry out loud, and I am here, at worst I will let you rely on my shoulders."

As long as you want, I can rely on you for a lifetime, and accompany you to grow up slowly from a child until you grow up.Song Qingran said silently in his heart.

Lu Hanguo didn't answer, but the hand that was holding tightly to the corner of the quilt tightly held his.Song Qingran held her palm with his backhand. Her palm was so cold, without any warmth. Could it be that his heart was cold, even with his body, without any warmth?Wu Ma stood aside, looking at the scene in front of her, not knowing what to say or do, she could only stare blankly, there was no other way.

She didn't understand, she had only known Song Qingran for a few days, but she had known Lu Mingxu for more than ten years. Is the difference between them really that big?

"Song Qingran, why are you being so nice to me?" Lu Hanguo, tired of crying, asked him.

Song Qingran couldn't find the words to answer, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Tell me." Lu Hanguo pressed him.

Song Qingran thought for a while, and finally said what was on her mind: "I don't know, every time I see your heartache and sadness, I also feel sad, and seeing you happy and happy, I will also be happy, but seeing you To be nice to Lu Mingxu, I just want to hide far away and pretend not to see. Tell me, does this count as a heartbeat."