Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Chapter 2382

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Xiao Chongyang shivered and woke up.

Looking up at the night sky, the moon has gone down, the sky is glowing with gray-blue light, and the sea is covered with clouds of fog, hazy and dreamy.

Xiao Chongyang stared at the fog for a while, called the waiter, asked for a pen and paper, wrote two letters, folded them, and handed them to the waiter.

After instructing the waiter, he left the top deck.

……

When the first ray of dawn broke through the clouds and shone on the deep blue sea, Xiao Chongyang was already in an orange lifeboat.

Looking back at the cruise ship, it has turned into a small white dot on the horizon, and it is about to disappear.

He turned off the engine of the lifeboat, lay on his back in the cabin, and just drifted with the current.

His body ached again, and on a new day, the cancer cells started to work again, but it didn't matter, he took out the painkiller he had prepared in advance, and took it without hesitation, but this time the dose was more.

After all, he no longer needs to wake up...

on a cruise ship.

Gu Hanye woke up from his sleep, opened his eyes, and tears flowed out of his eyes involuntarily.

Jiuyao, who was sleeping next to him, woke up almost at the same time, saw him crying, and hurriedly asked him what was wrong.

"I dreamed of my mother, and dreamed that she came to see us."

Jiuyao showed a surprised expression: "It's such a coincidence, I dreamed about it too."

"What did you dream about?"

Jiuyao moved towards him, and leaned on his arm: "Mom asked me how I was doing, and told me not to be nervous, saying that the child would be fine...how about you?"

"I dreamed that my mother was holding a little girl in her arms." Gu Hanye kissed her forehead and continued, "Mom said that she will take care of us for two years first."

Jiuyao cried in his arms.

Gu Hanye secretly sighed, caressing her back, he didn't want her to be overly sad for that child, but he also knew that she needed to release this emotion.

About two months ago, he accompanied Jiuyao to a routine checkup. They were pleasantly surprised to find that Jiuyao was pregnant with twins, but they were regarded as singles at first.

In medicine, such misjudgments are rare, but they do exist.

Doctors said the other embryo was not initially photographed, partly because of problems with the image presentation and partly because the child was born with a developmental delay and was also much smaller than a normal embryo.

The doctor asked them to continue to observe for a period of time, hoping that another child will grow up soon.

But anyway, after learning that it was two children, they were really happy.

Jiuyao also paid more attention to protecting the child in her womb.

However, there was no good news after that.

One of the fetuses was developing normally, absorbing the nutrients in Jiuyao's body, while the other was getting weaker and weaker, less than half the size of a healthy fetus.

That child eventually stopped developing.

Since they are fraternal twins, it is a blessing in misfortune that the other child was not affected after the fetal arrest.

Although they still had only one child in the end, they lost a baby in the process, which hit Jiuyao hard.

She blamed herself very much, and always felt that she did not do well, which led to the current result.

Gu Hanye is not in pain.

No matter how much money he had, no matter how good a doctor he found, he couldn't save that little life.

He couldn't do anything but watch the child leave him.

But the more painful it is, the stronger it is.

So they comforted each other, not to blame themselves too much, and then cheered up together, trying to protect the baby in the womb.

Jiuyao cried for a while, then calmed down by herself.

Excessive sadness will affect the growth of the baby in the womb, she knows it, and she is even stronger than Gu Hanye in this matter.

She raised her head and looked at Gu Hanye, "Then in your dream, what does our daughter look like, is it cute?"

Gu Hanye wiped away her tears, "Very cute, with two little braids, her eyebrows and eyes are very similar to yours."

Jiuyao smiled, and two strings of tears rolled down from her eyes again, "Then... Let Mom take care of her for us for two years..."

"Well," Gu Hanye kissed her lips, "Lie down a little longer."

Jiuyao nodded and closed her eyes.

It was just dawn and it was still early, the two talked for a while, and Jiuyao fell asleep.

Gu Hanye didn't feel sleepy at all, he walked out of the room, came to the deck, and habitually glanced at the upper deck.

Xiao Chongyang was on the boat, he was always unsteady, and would pay special attention to Xiao Chongyang's situation every day.

But this morning, he did not see Xiao Chongyang's figure.

Instead, it was Gu Hanye's father.

Father sat on the chair that Xiao Chongyang often sat on, staring at the sea, wondering what he was thinking.

It's like...something happened.

Gu Hanye walked quickly to the top deck, when his father heard his voice, he turned his head and glanced at him.

"Where is Xiao Chongyang?"

"gone."

Gu Hanye was stunned for a moment, wondering whether his father said "leave" if he left the boat or passed away...

Then his father handed him two letters.

One of them wrote "Xiao Jun's personal letter", and the other wrote the word "suicide note". Gu Hanye opened that suicide note...

"Old Gu:

"When you read this letter, I have already left. I borrowed a lifeboat. I'm sorry I can't return it. Let it be my last coffin. You probably don't mind.

"Tomorrow, when the sun comes up, I'll turn off the lifeboat's engine and take some painkillers, enough to put me to sleep.

"I made this decision because I have been suffering from illness for many days, as well as the condemnation of my conscience, and the only way I can think of to get rid of it is this dead end.

"Of course, for many people, it should be an advantage for me to die in such a peaceful manner. The crime is serious, and the corpse will be broken into pieces. It will not be a good death.

"But after all, I am a selfish person. When I hurt someone's life, I am merciless. When I kill myself, I want to have a good end.

"There is a time bomb on the engine of the cruise ship, which can be detonated by remote control. I originally thought that everyone would die together, but as long as I think of seeing Wanqing after death, and how she will hate me, I don't want to do that, and I don't want to let you die again. I regret it. I have already cut the fire wire, and I threw the remote control into the sea. After landing, you can handle the bomb carefully.

"Finally, please tell my lawyer that regarding the distribution of my estate, follow my previous will.

"Please also help me forward another letter to A Jun. Regarding A Jun's life experience, I have already stated it in that letter. As for whether to make it public or not, it is up to A Jun to decide .

"By the way, I saw Wanqing's soul last night. She said that when I got there, she would take me around. Then you can live well and come to disturb me and Wanqing later. I also hope that you can There was a vigorous twilight love. In this way, Wanqing might give up on you, and might be willing to give me another chance. You don't have to be like me, pitifully guarding those memories, and die alone forever.

"Okay, the sun is coming out soon, I can't write any more, so I won't say goodbye, so let's do this.——Xiao Chongyang"